Thursday, June 01, 2006
SUM 41: PIECES.I tried to be perfect but nothing was worth it
I don't believe it makes me real
I thought it'd be easy but no one believes me
I meant all the things I said
if you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
just to see if it would show
that I'm trying to let you know
that I'm better off on my own
this place is so empty
my thoughts are so tempting
I don't know how it got so bad
sometimes it's so crazy that nothing can save me
but it's the only thing that I have
if you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
just to see if it would show
that I'm trying to let you know
that I'm better off on my own
I tried to be perfect it just wasn't worth it
nothing could ever be so wrong
it's hard to believe me
it never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along
if you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
just to see if it would show
that I'm trying to let you know
that I'm better off on my own
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hahah. i know of someone who, like me, can connect to this song. :D too bad it's something like the type of music that you don't like. awwww. i don't think i should carry on trying to connect anymore. it's a bloody waste of my time. i mean, i CAN (but will not) spend the time mugging my whole life away. beats trying to be an sentimental idiot.
but no matter how many times i say i'm planning to give up. i still can't stop thinking about it.
SHIT.
anyway, was taking a long walk home just now. got reminded of every class that i've been to. 6.6, 1/2 grace, 3/4 grace. erm. okay. all except for the "class" that i'm in now. haha. walked past a block. realised how lucky i am. oh. it reminded me of a chinese lesson that i had with that weird teacher :/ the lesson for losers, me. yeah.
i'm a
littleeee more determined to spend my holidays the way i told some people about. wonder if my mother will stop me. against all odds! first obstacle: i must take the initiative. haha.
time to be the CM that people think i am. :)
haha. full-force "mugging"!!!
p.s i need opinions. should i go for the 2g bbq? 15th june. i scared we become super separated again. then there's no point in going.
5/31/2006
7:35:53 PM
ª jaMie ª
must try n make it okie. haha. will miss ur presence
HOWWWWWWW?!?!?! HELP HELP.
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